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I am not broken though my skin is stained I am still daddy's little girl I am still my sister's best friend nothing has changed but I feel the acid fingerprints piercing deep into my thighs the cool trace of tears still lingers and the bile in my throat coats all I consume I dig my nails into the carpet I ball my fists into the mattress while I laugh the screams escape my throat the ones the past didn't allow the kind my memory chose to forget so I love to show I can because my reflection stays the same I am my sister's best friend I am daddy

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The Muffin Shop Is Closed.

Tue Nov 3, 2009, 3:04 PM

I don't know what to feel right now. Probably because I can't even really fathom what's going on. Part of me is really upset, where another part is angry, and then the rest of me just doesn't care. I think the only reason this bothers me so much is because he's exactly like the last guy; pick up and leave without a word. And I just can't understand what it is about me that makes people want to leave. Why can't anyone just be honest? Why can't they just tell me "hey, I'm really not feeling this anymore"? I can only assume they're afraid to hurt me, or they're afraid of what my reaction might be. It's not fair, I just want to know the truth, and I don't want to have to ask what it is. I shouldn't have to. But the truth of the matter is, I'm either going to have to ask, or just let it go.

All I can say is, fuck you for thinking you can walk all over me. I'm not a door mat. I'm not your go-to girl. And I will not be here when you decide to come back around.

This time, I'm choosing me.

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Current Residence: The Second Star to the Right
Interests: music, acting, writing
Favourite movie: An Affair To Remember
Favourite band or musician: Muse, Incubus, Red Hot Chili Peppers, Carrie Underwood, Leona Lewis, The Veronicas, etc.
Favourite genre of music: the kind that makes NOISE :]
Favourite poet or writer: Rachel Cohn, David Levithan, Stephenie Meyer, Sarah Dessen, Annette Curtis Klause, etc.
MP3 player of choice: ipod :]
Favourite cartoon character: Peter Pan